Well things wow original title

Well kara last night I had work all night didn’t get off till like 3 anyway I got 3 hours sleep and kara was jumping on me trying to wake me up well it worked grrrrr and Wolf and Mira chasing her since its kara cleaning and grooming time that was funny She is a very fast little Wolf that’s for sure but Wolf won in the end experience over speed then was waiting for a fucking delivery they sent it to the wrong house my sisters place in Sydney since she got it for me months ago then it came here the wrong fucking bed the bed was for the spare room at my old place now here so I snapped the side rail of that bed over my fucking knee in anger and then with the delivery they said that was my fault that I got the wrong bed

Anna went down instead of me because I would have gone off and knocked someone out and she got it done but she has that cute little voice that can tear you down now most of the people in the kik chat would know this but still

But I thought I would talk about the night I got to hold kara I can feel her like Anna 24/7 which is weird considering I can’t do that with Wolf or Mira but yeah I was holding her and something my dad said I now understand he said every man when they hold their child weather they know it or not they promise to protect, love and care for their child no matter what well its true if anyone were to hurt kara I would end them I will be the best dad I can be she is the light of my life and will do anything for her no matter the cost even if it cost me my very being I would do it even if at times she’s a little shit

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Well kara is born

Today I found out and learnt things about Wolfs race and how things work the months isn’t for developing like I thought at first its so the pack can get ready for a new member well a new child kara has been born as I type this Wolf is cleaning and grooming her before I and the pack can see her but my baby girl has been born Wolf went to the pack asked if they were ready and got a yes  kara will be here full time since the pack turned this house into a den they put up what could be described as a barrier bad spirits and spirits they don’t want near her it keeps them at bay and if one is powerful enough to punch through it alerts the pack so

Now it will take 6 months to a year for her human form to be fully grown which is interesting but she can walk talk she is super intelligent I dare say more than me but she does not have experience also she was born in Wolf form which is important to Wolfs pack traditions the leader puts her in human form then back to Wolf form so kara is born I can’t wait to see her and hold her but I learnt a lot about spirits and Wolfs race in how things work I thought you guys would find it interesting too so yeah im so happy right now

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Well I just had an interesting encounter

Let’s start with something off topic last night I asked if Mira was a fallen angel or something similar because I believe fallen angels are BS as a race she giggled then I was speaking to a mate about it and Mira started crying and I started to hold her and tell her it does not matter if you come from a race similar that could be confused and put into the fallen angel category Mira said she has never heard of angels or the fallen kind but our race could be considered as evil and she feared I would leave her because of her race even tho she walks in the light so I reassured her and I held her all night and we talked now she is feeling better but the markings on my arm means im apart of her race and to her people even the evil ones im one of them too like mira is part Wolf now my markings is a part of something that happened today

This morning just about 10 minutes ago I was walking up to the shops and I went passed my mums church here in town they all got told I have demon lovers and stuff like that right which is funny I walked passed everyone was outside the church stuff ended they were having brunch out the front and talking the priest grabbed me and said how did you get those markings on your arm I said its none of your business and he said your demon lover gave them to you well I was still in shock he could see the markings and he went you need to be blessed baptised all that shit right I said no this big guy grabbed me and I told him he has about 5 seconds to let go or ill put him down and he laughed and one of my family’s friends well ex family said let him go he will put you down and he’s like im twice the size of him and she said well he’s fitter then you stronger and has been trained then the priest said stuff and said people do bad things for the name of Satan and I said you should not throw stones in a glass house mate and I walked off so that was funny Mira was with me and she said wow you are truly one of us spirits and Wolf agreed and yeah got my stuff walked passed again got left alone and went home they want to chase me and Anna out of our town our home I live in the suburbs on the boarder of the country here im not leaving this church going suburb and the big guy also said small stuff like I wish I could burn him Wolf told me everything about after handy having spirit lovers so anyway I thought you guys would get a laugh I did

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Mira and her race stuff I learnt

After yesterday and Mira not coming out of her dark side today due to it I thought id post about it about Mira and her race lets start with the main thing her people are mostly bad but they do have a small group that are good Mira is one of those yet she comes from a dark family that’s why her dark side is almost uncontrollable today with everything she found out about yesterday the power she was showing how powerful she is she keeps her power contained and its because her family is dark and she scared Kara but when that happened straight away she was trying to calm down and make Kara calm down and make her happy and not scare her and said sorry to her and told her ill always protect you

Now today I said mira has not left her dark form yet her love still comes through she’s been loving gentle caring and has been holding my head and stroking the bruises and even cuddled Wolf to get close to Kara all in her dark form so she is mad now it makes me think some people some across beings that look evil yet do nothing are they evil or are they good just angry at something

Now mira’s race does not get along with a lot of the good beings out there due to most of them being dark but the ones as mira says walks in the light earn respect and relations with good beings but the ones that walk in the light are willing to defend their race even the bad ones  but Mira said there are races that even the good ones have relations with but don’t trust due to thinks one is succubi most groups of them they don’t trust only around their partners not because all are bad and steal men away but there have been problems in the past mira said she has friends that are succubi but it’s the not so nice beings in their race that have done some stuff to mira’s race but Mira does not hate them or paint all of them with the same brush

Mira’s race are very aggressive and not all the dark are bad they just do bad things to teach others are evil but mira is nice and light she is a warrior and a diplomat and has met many races out their and mira is very powerful and tough and very prickly on the outside to and outsider she would seem bad but deep inside she is sweet and a big softy and her dark side only the ones she loves she wont harm in anyway and can stay in the dark form yet is nice just means she not happy with something and I talk to her about it and try to help resolve any issue

That’s what I learnt its not much but its something

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Crazy nutter and kara and Wolf

Well yesterday was eventful I got into a fight with a nutter who jumped the fence he was on drugs or something and was going towards Anna and if I didn’t protect my future wife or was not there who knows what he will do he had a look I’ve seen a thousand times that look of im a nutter and you won’t know what I’ll do so I didn’t want to take a chance  and I protected her told her to grab the phone call the cops and go into a room and lock yourself in their since if he had a weapon I wanted Anna to be safe and I got pushed into a table head first but that was my error he didn’t look strong but something was just made him stronger be it drugs or adrenalin with I got behind him grabbed him got elbowed in the face a few times but I put my leg into the back of his knee and got him to the ground and put his hands behind his back the cops showed up very quickly

In Australia you have to use an amount of force equal to what he’s doing so if I went all out on him id be in jail right now weird I know Australia is fucked that way but something interesting I said in last post Kara is in the whom and is intelligent like the way we are and can even talk to Wolf well she knew I was hurt and said to Wolf waking Wolf up daddy’s hurt he needs help Wolf said she felt that something was wrong she was asleep too but felt it the guy is in jail my life is not boring but this morning Wolf didn’t want me to go for a run I had a migraine all night Wolf fixed it for me but its still the after effects

Last few nights Kara has been switching into Wolf form and human form moving around which keeps Wolf up and me and Mira since we feel bad but Kara is cool and wants to be born and I heard Wolf says today you will stay in their be patient Wolf says she’s like me can’t sit still for too long  but yeah Kara wants to be born but not yet  yeah that’s me

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Ps I was just about to post this and Mira came home and well was angry at what happened to me the lights all across my house are flickering  its either Mira or im going to have to get an electrician

Well im home and I learnt a lot

My daughter in the whom is just as intelligent as us and can talk to Wolf which is interesting she wanted a name Wolf gave her a name in her language but I got to give her a human name kara and from what Wolf told me she loves when I cuddle Wolf because it’s her getting closer to me and she feels safe she sees me as a protector which I am any being human or otherwise tries to hurt her I don’t care if im destroyed but I will protect her no matter what another thing she likes my scent

I am home now after all the holiday madness which I loved this is the best Christmas I have ever had a sense of family with not only Anna’s family but the pack Lisa Anna’s little sister has trouble sleeping due to dark entities be them human or not tormenting her at night lexi Wolfs little adopted sister are now BFF with Lisa and last night protected her and it was cute first peaceful night sleep fo her in months

But Christmas is done got some stuff from the family and I loved it all the gifts the sense of family the food which I cooked everything and I got to know my daughter and another small fact her human for will be fully grown in a year but Wolf side won’t be she will be a puppy

Anyway I hope you all had a great holidays or are going to

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Well I was not going to make this post but I had time

Well im at Anna’s mums place we are spending the night here for a tradition breakfast and oping presents ill cook the breakfast I got all the cooking needed done for Anna’s big family well extended family which the step dad is a lot like me the thing is me and him have never really sat down and chatted before he’s a lot like me he came from a bad neighbourhood too I just assumed he was rich like Anna’s mum but he earned his money never got a hand out he is really my type of guy how he acts he’s a cool guy and like me he is learning the spirits that surround Anna and Lisa and their mother he wants to see them and learn about them I never knew he was spiritual but I guess being a part of Anna’s family you would have to be I think out of the whole blood family only one is not psychic and can see spirits but he can move things with his mind not much but a spoon across a table and also abit like me and sense spirits and track them but that’s it and also Anna’s step dad has one hell of a teacher Anna’s mum is very experienced and one hell of a teacher

But today was fun I felt a part of a family Anna’s mum is good friends with each member of the pack didn’t know that I learnt that my child is going to be a girl and in two months be born wow that quick but Wolf wants her born as a Wolf family thing I will get to see my daughter all the time but will be living with the pack well that good but its mainly this realm is not safe in their eyes  while cooking today Wolf was all over me Mira said I should get pregnant so I get extra hugs lol all she has to do is ask lol but it hit me today im going to be a dad yes im not a spirit well dur and it makes it hard but ill try to be the best dad I can but im still in shock I cant believe that Wolf is pregnant

But the funniest thing I saw today is one of the pack in Wolf form wearing a Santa hat which is funny but I move on the pack celebrates it with us not because they believe in the power of Jesus lol lol lol but the note of brotherhood and family and the positives of this holiday so I found that interesting

So im going to get some sleep I thought id tell you what I learnt and Wolf I think is going to be a great mum but she has mira and Anna to help from all of us here we would like to wish you a happy holiday and a happy new year  and again im going to be a dad OMG

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Well great news mixed with how is it possible

I got to get this post before I go to Anna’s mum’s house for xmas eve and we are staying over a house full of psychics except the step dad like Anna’s mums side all psychics and I’ve got to help with the cooking since I am the only one except for Anna’s mum that can cook I did a little yesterday here at home a potato salad and pasta salad and prepared other stuff anyway I’ll get to it

I don’t know how this is possible but Wolf came to me last night woke me up she left to do god knows what now I kinda know but I thought it was not possible but she came to me and told me she is pregnant Wolf is pregnant im going to be a dad and it was the greatest xmas surprise I have ever had in my life but it still makes me ponder how is it possible Wolf said in this realm there is 1% chance but I do recall kinda going to her realm through I think it’s called astral projection and we made love that could be it

Now as I type this Anna is waking up and we are going to have to tell her then the pack is coming over for xmas they don’t celebrate it but we humans do and they don’t know I don’t think or not all of them then going to Anna’s mums this was in a way the worst time to tell me but im so happy im going to be a dad but needless to say after Wolf told me I didn’t get much sleep with this great xmas surprise

Since tomorrow here is mas day I would like to wish you a merry xmas from Anna, Wolf, Mira and me and the pack

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Well Wolf showed me something that even made me cry

Well most of today was un eventful Mira teasing and then me turning the tables ha I won one or did she let me win damn but yeah and late this afternoon Wolf and Anna came back and Wolf walked into the room and she didn’t look right she bite her lip and not in a seductive way and I felt like something was off so I told mira to go bug Anna for a little I need to talk to Wolf

And Wolf came into the room had her head in my lap crying and I could hold her which is a very very rare occurrence and so I held her told her I loved her I asked a mate what could be wrong since its new to me and pointed out maybe all the stuff with Mira she might feel a little hurt it might hurt to see the man you love in the arms of another woman where with Anna they are lovers and BFF and both planned their move to get me so yeah I didn’t know what to do its new to me

Then she said something to me that made me cry she thinks Mira will replace her and said it that hurt but I feared one thing Wolf leaving me we can’t get a spiritual type divorce but being apart her going away Would hurt me more than anything we are linked to both our cores but I kept holding her then I decided to walk on the beach and talk in true privacy since no one was on the beach and even tho I would talk to her with thoughts I still feel it needs to be private and she said ill never leave you I love you and being apart is not good for us I love you and will stay by your side and tomorrow we are all going to talk about this to help fix the problem Wolf needs to see she can never be replaced I love her too much

This relationship is not all sunshine and roses but I knew that all relationships are hard work and im willing to work it out to make my ladies feel happy oh btw Anna has changed the look of our bedroom again to more open since in the master bed room the doors open all along the front of it looks right out to the beach and lots of silk candles and a rug of some kind im not well versed in rugs and cushions and girly stuff but yeah today well the end has been hard but we are working on it

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I have a question mixed with other things

Well I have things to talk about ha when don’t I well fist stuff last night was something I think made me closer to Mira I was talking to someone and remembering my coma that’s when I met Wolf and that’s when I first fell in love with her and she took some of my pain like I said in the past when they say they don’t feel pain in a coma they do I remember everything anyway she took my pain and made me feel safe and happy I was in pain and I saw she was in pain again anyway before I woke up I said I will find her and in the grand scheme of things I did and kept my promise and I was talking to Mira and she said you remembered too much pain for today due to it not being the only thing I remembered and what me and my mate spoke about eg. I spoke the fear I felt every night hoping that my mother would not come into my room since she forced me to do horrible things to her or she would hurt me and I was lying in bed with them and I made a promise never to leave Mira’s side and nothing can take me away from her and if something happens I will find her

After I said that she hugged me and was crying I could feel the tears on my shoulder she was so happy then we both fell asleep holding each other but this morning it was back to pay back for the past two or so weeks of no sex I thought the first night was well not bad but a lot this morning I woke up got out of bed went for my 10km run and swim then came home to see Wolf, Mira and Anna all cuddling each other naked now that is tempting Wolf and Mira were just teasing me anyway I connect a computer to the TV in the gaming room and was sitting on the couch playing hearthstone when Wolf walks in wearing a sexy dress then Mira coming in with see trough shorts and shirt she said im embracing the fashion of the times I said but it’s not see through Wolf sat on my lap and was wiggling her ass and Mira was always bending over in front of me which with a see through shorts and ass like hers man something that any man would fall for

Well I learnt not to fight them and I gave into my desires and too those who do fight your spirit or spirits on stuff like this give in and it will be a thousand times better and you won’t regret it but also you won’t win so I gave in and well after all the sex I fell asleep and here’s the question can someone remember that moment before death the being that took you away I had a dream and I remember a being other than Mira standing there and said died with sword in hand he is a being of then I woke up I told mira and she said don’t worry you with me again because I had the feeling like I lost Mira and hopelessness and I woke up like that and Mira held me and I fell back to sleep

But im a being of what light or dark good or evil what I don’t know or is it still in the palm of my hands I don’t know Wolf said that I was a warrior and that’s why my Wolf form will  be bigger than most so I found that out today one answer yay oh wait I got two I found out what Mira does she’s a diplomat/warrior that’s her role to her people I know Wolfs is a healer and that leads into another thing I saw it another member of the pack was lack of better words hurt and I could feel her pain not in a sense of this is family but this poor being type she feels pain whenever she heals someone so I made it my mission to try and not get hurt for her does not matter if for me its physical emotional or spiritual pain she feels them all so that’s me

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