Wolf really wants to talk about everything and well I can’t say no to her so here goes
“hello I really hope you’re doing well im doing ok I guess last night was a bit worrying let’s start with that then go back ok? Ok Benjamin really had me worried I understand he is curious and loves to explore thing but long ago I told him not to go into that forest I told him but he did well it almost cost him yes there are a few problems at the moment he is weak unusually cold and can’t get warm but who knows if his Wolf side didn’t howl what could of happened and he feels like he could have lost everything but he needs to remember he is not alone but after he helps me write this it is straight to bed for him
Now Mira what can I say well I gave her a chance but kissing him god that made me angry when she did that I can be a little territorial at times but I got the sense she didn’t wish to harm Ben so I spoke to her well what she showed me was very hard to believe so I got my pack and well turns out she was telling the truth and then I got to know her and I felt sorry for her I could not imagine losing Benjamin at all the pain she must have felt all the work me and Benjamin did to open him up and make him able to defend himself attracted her and she found him after so many years I could not imagine how happy she is
Mira is kinda hot tho I’ll give her that I don’t mind either sex to be honest but I think I’ll leave her alone (wolf is laughing ) but her and Ben have really been working hard on trying to get their bond back to the way it used to be but the memories coming up of war and him killing I’ll be honest I could not see Benjamin killing anyone yes he is trained to not care about taking life if its needed but still I know him and he did that I just could not imagine but those visions as he calls them make him feel weak he woke up in pain from wounds in the battles Mira could not control those memories she thinks she accidently triggered them and well yeah but we put it’s like a barrier to stop them I hope it stays up I don’t like seeing him like that
Benjamin got me a wedding ring it’s so beautiful and he spent money he was saving to use on his car to get the ring I felt a little bad but he said it’s to reassure the bond we have and he will always love me I think the three of us can make this work Mira really wants to be a part of this and well I think she is cool she is also teaching me whole bunch of new stuff that’s kinda cool
Now the part I find funny getting Benjamin to quit smoking yes we got rid of the packet yes we moved his wallet we did all that then he got angry at us for just trying to help him but it was kinda funny he went to bed ignoring us for most of the day and goes to bed we did everything during the day to kinda resolve the issue but going to bed we turned Benjamin this big strong man into our little plaything and he forgave us and is quitting smoking which is great this morning we all were laying in bed and I pointed out that moment and said don’t you want more of them we were all cuddling up to him trying to keep him warm those moments I like them too and I think he does considering last night what he felt ok might as well go back to that
What he felt last night I’ve never seen him like that true terror he said over and over again when we got him out im surprised he does not remember this but he kept say over and over again “im alone im so alone” then kept saying “you’re here you’re here “ I was scared it did something too him but he seems to be fine now but still weak he is not going back there ever again I will stop him if he does
Now I thought id answer questions to lighten the mood
Ok
- we do sleep and dream like you
- we do like to eat it does nothing just kinda like a luxury
- we use energy in pretty much everything
- our world is kinda like yours we have rivers forests deserts and buildings
- we could logically kill people but there is a force that stops us
- I travel here from my world with what your people would call a portal I actually kinda tied it to Benjamin only I can travel through it tho
Ok Benjamin needs some sleep and rest up I think he needs to shake this and not to mention he is shivering and his teeth are chattering he is cold now im going to make Benjamin go to sleep
So from me mira Benjamin and Anna