I went for dinner at Anna’s mums house with well my family too for reason I have explained why they are my family too anyway we were eating dinner and the power went out and it was pitch black Anna’s little sister Lisa is terrified of the dark for some reasons I don’t want to get into since it is private and others too
Anyway she held on to me thinking I’ll keep her safe and that’s ok im like a big brother to her anyway when the power came back on she was in tears but later she asked my why im not afraid of the dark well interesting thing my dad use to tell me darkness is your friend and use it to your advantage I use to have a fear of monsters in the dark my dad said the monsters can’t see you because its dark a year later I realised humans are real monsters but its true use the darkness to your advantage if anything in there its dark and can’t see you and you can train yourself to have better night vision I learnt to use darkness now im a weapon in the light and dark which is handy if someone tries to break in but also in the dark all your other senses come to play and you need to learn to tap into them slightest noise can make me pin point where you are in a dark room but also tell me if it’s a trick
So I told her that and fear is a state of mind fear is your father putting you in the middle of the Australian bush with things that will kill you and it being pitch black that’s how I truly conquered it since that in the middle of the night I realised fear is nothing that’s why I fear no man and nothing I think it’s kinda stupid fear is good and bad thing I had fear I’ve felt fear and the dark entity and later entities like to put me to back then were I was that age where I was fearful yet now I look at it I don’t fear
Anna tho wants me to teach her how not to be afraid of the dark well its hard but can be done how I learnt was a baptism by fire so I have to lessen it by a ton in order to help her my father blind folded me and taught me to use hearing and smell to figure out where he was and I remember when we sparred and I beat him blindfolded it was a great moment see I can do that how ???? I figure it out I will have to put her alone in a dark room eventually maybe teach her with me with her the first few times and then eventually leaving the room and some surprise her with a dark room
When dealing with fear I do believe in throwing myself or another in the deep end but shes 12 plus Wolf and Anna would kill me in a put her in the middle of the Australian bush in pitch blackness lol granted my dad now I think about it not that far away like I said ill figure it out
I use to be normal person with fear now nothing makes me feel fear you could stick me in the middle of the ocean with sharks circling and I would not feel fear I don’t fear death and don’t fear evil entities or people I remember another time I use to fear heights and my dad took me up in a plane and gave me a parachute and told me to jump after that I didn’t fear heights I could go on for days but teaching is not my thing but I learn how to teach her not to fear the dark but it will be slow since I don’t want to scar her lol and again Wolf and Anna would kill me
That’s me any suggestions please tell me
Have a good one
