Wolf wants to talk about things

Before I start I don’t know how this post will end up Wolf has been energetic and low and well everything so this will be interesting

“hey I hope you are all doing great im doing greatish the dark entities took a lot out of me stress and all but my pack showed how much they want Anna and Benjamin to be a part of the pack and protected them laying on each other only happens when we are wolves not humanoid forms which happens a little bit it’s a great bonding tool they feel closer to Anna and Benjamin and same with Anna and Benjamin

The pack tho did a few tampering with dreams which I don’t like since I could not see these entities which annoyed me I use Benjamin’s dreams to see if it’s near before tho it tampered with dreams it was draining him and when you can’t see it only sort of sense it well it’s frustrating to say the least I felt so bad I feel like I need to protect them even tho Benjamin says I don’t need to I still can’t help it

The pack tho I thought it would take longer for Benjamin and Anna to be accepted at that level one of my sisters said that they are like our siblings my little brother and sister which is great it means they are a part of this family or pack as I call it its progress humans to my race are not the most liked and the other pack took them in as well and were willing to help humans as their leader said they are not human anymore they are one of us which is great

This new home is theirs too I was a little surprised at that so my siblings are coming and going all the time now they sort of want to explore earth or the physical world in general which out people love to explore this is their home too and knowing my pack they will make themselves at home

Today yeah I’ve been a bit energetic I followed Benjamin to gym and well everywhere I don’t like Benjamin sparring at all he can get hurt but I think it’s something I might have to deal with but today I did get a little upset about some thoughts Benjamin has it gets to me I know he does not mean it or will do it but I can hear it and it makes me sad sometimes but he always makes it up to me and makes me feel better

What else Benjamin and Anna came across an elder Anna does not remember it but Benjamin does it was great they both were sort of accepted which means a lot to me since they are our guides and voice for all the packs and them accepting them is great Benjamin is getting tired I think I’ll let him sleep since tomorrow gym and then work for him he need is till next time”

Ok not as energetic im very tired at the moment so I think ill go to sleep

From all of us have a good one

Work cancelled might as well post

I was not going to thinking I had work but got cancelled due to weather but something today which was a close call of sorts I was going to go surfing today and Wolf said she had a bad feeling about it something was not right and again Wolf proved that when she gets a bad feeling you listen to her the beach I was going to sharks and two shark attacks in that area which is kinda a close call

Anna spend the afternoon with her girlfriends planning a wedding Wolf tho wanted to cuddle and hang for abit I feel asleep for abit and had more Wolf dreams first one I was not a Wolf but this time was another cave just me and nothing but screams and horrible sound coming from deeper within the cave but instead of leaving I kept going deeper I got to a light and Wolf was sitting there and I was going to go to her I was stopped by a force and a another Wolf entered I felt the power most powerful being I have ever met turned human it was a cute girl and they kept saying something in their language to each other and then in English “he’s a strong one… fearless” after that I woke up

Wolf said I met and elder and she liked me all I know about elders is they represent the packs and others represent there faction they are old very old and they are a pack about 10 in that pack all very powerful and the elder liked that I kept going to the sounds most people and beings would back off I didn’t

Second dream was last night was kinda cool I was running with Wolf and we got to a cliff with water at the bottom Wolf didn’t want to jump I jumped without a second thought I hit the water it was cool clear beautiful I got the beach nearby and Wolf was standing there going you take to many risks well I kinda do Wolf is a great teacher in many ways and can get you to see what is not good what is good everything

Last dream was kinda scary in a way the dark entities did get too close for comfort and started bringing my worst memories up to the surface as I was reliving my mum beating me doing things to me I see Wolves come into the room and cover me growling at whatever the dark entities were and I woke up with them laying on me

Im starting to remember my dreams a lot more and im getting better at it and more will be on the way in the future I hope but I learnt I do take to many risks when risks don’t need to be taken elders are the type of being that command respect they are so powerful third the pack has my back

So yeah that’s me I need to get some sleep getting back into fitness routine and first thing is gym im starting to go two days a week but I still do my run and swim twice a day which is good

Have a good one

Dark things are gone

Today has been a good day woke up with the pack gone the dark entities there was more than one are gone not going to bug us anymore and with pack gone Wolf and Anna took that opportunity to well yeah we made love yeah it was great

Spent today even tho its AFL grand final day it’s like the super bowl for us at skate park teaching Anna to skate again a natural but it’s been fun some of the pack are coming back tonight things to do and shit but tonight we are watching the grand final we recording it at the moment so yeah tonight is going to be fun as well

I read Anna’s post I am getting stronger every day I hate being the weakest it annoys me to no end its just who I am im not use to being weak in anyway its not how I was brought up to be but im getting stronger in so many ways spiritually and emotionally that’s the main thing

Anna also has been planning the wedding which is kinda cool she’s having all her girlfriends around tomorrow im going surfing lol anyway they will all help Anna with this stuff life is going back on track which for me is important what does the future hold for us three I don’t know but it sounds like one hell of a ride

Have a good one

Anna talks about stuff again

Hey guys this past two weeks have been crazy but interesting. We are a part of Wolfs pack and we are being treated as family which is great.  They have been laying on me and Ben which is kinda a good thing they are keeping us safe plus their fur is so warm you can feel it if you just move your hand over them .

Ben is getting better at touching them tho which I think it’s great he worked so hard to be able to do it even a little bit. The pack has made themselves at home this is their home too but the energy is amazing its everywhere but it made this place feel great feels like a place of peace and love. They might be here to protect us but it still does not stop them from having fun. I can’t see the entity which annoys me but Wolf is worried sick about the whole thing but also its weird Ben has no energy at all I know the pack is not draining him I thought nothing of it maybe he had no sleep or something but Wolf is really worried about it.

This whole thing even for me is kinda nerve racking I worried too but not for me Ben is getting stronger each day but still not enough to defend himself in a way that could do something but still he gets stronger nothing will stop him. Im so proud he has embraced my world like no other I’ve never met anyone who would accept Wolf and her pack so quickly.

Ok I do want to settle a little something I did fall in love with Wolf yes before me and Ben were together but we never did anything till we got Ben lol. Then I wanted them to bond before we did anything together Ben knew this. These past few months have been the happiest of my life. I love both Ben and Wolf we will be together no matter what.

Now my ex friend I can’t believe that guy. I thought he was a friend and wanting me to dump the love of my life because rich people can’t be with poor people what a load of shit. yes he made me cry but it told a lot of people things about me my secrets and stuff I felt so betrayed and then he spit on me. Im glad Ben was there I’ve seen him made but the way he was how mad Ben was I was surprised he didn’t kill him but im the only person when he’s like that can get him to stop and calm down.

Still one bad thing can’t change this whole thing im happy Ben is happy he still gets nightmares but Wolf and I will always be there for him. He talks to us more and more every day and is starting to really trust his pack. I told Ben to still trust his sister it was probably a mistake which can happen but I understand why he does not want his family to know.  His mum all I say is karma haha. Im going to bed Ben is asleep

 

From me, Wolf and Ben have a good one

 

Muslim protests

Today Muslims wanted to protest im tolerant person I believe in the right to protest but what they are protesting about is stupid this kid 19 years old believed suspect and affiliate to ISIS raised and ISIS flag and then stabbed two police of officers one of them Victorian police other was federal police the federal police officer was stabbed in neck head and chest Victorian police officer in the arm and the kid was shot dead by the Victorian  police officer ill link a video and a news article

Now the kid was shot dead and now the Muslim community wants to protest his death on what grounds the police did their job and did what they did was to save their lives from this kid who would have killed them it’s stupid I believe everyone has rights including to protest but over something like this what the fuck here in Australia before 9/11 and everything with ISIS we lived in relative peace with our Muslim counter parts in Australia we pride ourselves on that we are tolerant of whatever you believe but now is not the time to protest I just don’t get it I don’t believe in anyone of the major or most of the minor beliefs out there if you don’t hurt anyone I don’t care but this kid did

I think the people should calm down yes it’s sad that a kid died and I feel for the family but he got what was coming to him you attack the police you will get shot I think this protest is stupid so here are the links

http://www.theage.com.au/victoria/terror-suspect-shot-dead-after-two-police-officers-stabbed-in-endeavour-hills-20140924-10l5d4.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzzgpR2unYc

have a good one

 

 

Today was a day

I made post about how Wolf’s pack is now mine too but I asked they were laying on my bed Wolf said they want to make you feel a part of this pack they knew me and Anna felt like outsiders looking in and yeah they didn’t like that they have made this house their house on the physical plane which is good

The dark entity there is more than one they are powerful but no need for alarm they will protect me and Anna but I learnt a lot about the pack they are goofy which is kinda cool loving and caring and are kinda cool the dark thing has been trying to poke and prod at me and Anna since with a human it can do more damage than them I’ve learnt a lot in the past 24 hours

Anna felt happy and has taken to this better than me but im embracing it me it will take a lot longer but they are very respectful of this and other things like my bad memories seared into my brain but they are one big family and my non-human family and they want me and Anna to be a part of it

Anna had work today the ex-friend of her showed up lucky I wasn’t there the other pack is protecting her when she is out and about and Anna said that they told her he was there and yeah Anna cut him down to size but I did pick her up since a couple of his mates were standing out the front two of them know me which is funny they know what I can do and told him he was lucky  which is good also I had stuff to do today I will have a few Wolves following me at all times

But yeah that’s my day I wonder what’s next my life is getting crazier and im going to have more Wolves around my place which is cool because they are cool

Have a good one

 

My pack

Wolf wants me to call it my pack they were laying on me and Anna the brother and sisters Wolf said they want to start treating us like a young one now but it’s difficult since if a young one is in danger they move the young one but with me and Anna they can’t

But also laying on us is a pack thing they do it all the time apparently but it was a good night I felt a part of a family they healed me my back is good still a little sore but it was good they made me and Anna feel safe we are protected they said that we are a part of their pack

Everything last night was to bond and protect us I think they will stay around this is their house as well last night we all cuddled together but its good Anna felt safe her guard is down the other pack is still around they are keeping an eye out the other pack is protecting Anna while she’s at work they are showing we are a part of Wolfs people for the first time I feel apart of a family you have no idea how I feel right now I got my pack now

Have a good one

Breaking my trust

Well I was not going to make this post but Wolf thinks it’s important my sister one of the only people I trust has broken that trust my sister told family what happened to me (the abuse) when I told her not too only people that know are her my brother my dad (who has passed away) Anna and her mother and step father and sister Wolf and her pack now they are the people closest to me only Anna and Wolf know details

Now I wondered why I got calls from my cousins uncles aunts everyone now I don’t trust many people never have never had people show I can trust them now it makes me question who can I trust I can only trust Anna and Wolf and Wolf’s pack and people since they have no use of this knowledge at the moment but other members of my family my brother Anna’s family

Why do people do that and why does one good thing happen another bad thing come and kicks me in the head the only good news is my sister kicked my mum out because she broke one of the three conditions one pays board and one bill did that two her and her boyfriend get jobs they did three don’t contact me well my sister found out she broke that my sister found out because when my mum gets drunk she has a big mouth but always tells the truth weird I know

My sister said how dare you do that and my mum went on a rant about how I am the disappointment the honourless how im stupid all that shit my sister has always defended me but with other members of the family I don’t like to be seen as broken by family ive always been the strong kid now I fear I won’t be seen as that

Do I still trust my sister I don’t know my sister like all the people I trust have been there or are going to be there in the future my sister always tried to keep me safe and happy I remember a school fair my mum would not let me go my mum liked to keep me prisoner my sister snuck me out and Anna and her mum pulled up gave us a lift I got into the car Anna hugged me since she does that she always did that to me always hugged me and we went to the fair the first time I ever saw fireworks so that is my sister willing to get in trouble to make me happy but do I still trust her I think so but don’t know

That’s me done I feel better now Wolf and her pack and that other pack are still around I know Wolf’s pack there nice caring will to talk about stuff muck around a little and are chill her father spoke to me and said Wolf pulling the focus on her thing I said yeah he like that’s a bitch my mate does it to me all the time when im out and about lol im not alone he said I can do it too but it will take time to learn so that’s interesting Wolf’s sisters and brother have been laying on me and Anna when we were watching TV Wolf said it’s a pack thing it  helps you bond and a sign of trust  and love and their way of welcoming you to the pack the other pack are cool too very hard core they look mostly different Wolf said it’s because of their area or something like that but are all round cool and like me and Anna which is good

So yeah im done

Have a good one

 

Stuff

Yesterday was fun went surfing with Anna I did have to push her off the board because she went near some rocks and I payed the price got pushed up on the rocks few cuts and scratches and I did more damage to my back which Wolf wants me to stay in bed to heal saying I did more damage than I feel

Today tho was fun me Anna and Wolf were together if you get what im saying and it was just a good day but later in the day something weird happened I went to the beach for a swim nothing big just wanted to have fun and it helps with healing

I was alone since a storm was coming in only one on the beach I got out of the water and I felt surrounded by something I could not see all I knew is I should not be around it and it didn’t like me it didn’t want me there I stood my ground and was backed into a corner which if you back an animal in a corner it will bite granted not the best since it was not physical I saw nothing all I heard was Wolf telling me to get back home so I did

Then in my house was stuff moving on its own and a scream and growl I know it’s not Wolf or her people WTF Wolf is concerned about it something is wrong I don’t know what but something then got pushed into the fridge as I was getting a bottle of water Wolf got angry and the pack and another pack is here I’ve been talking to them getting to know them why they are there is to show force and me and Anna are protected

Im so lucky to have Wolf and her pack and people willing to protect me Wolf tho is saying it will go away Wolf won’t tell me or Anna what it is since we are young ones to their people and we don’t need to know about this Anna can’t see it but can feel it so yeah

Have a good one

 

What I know about Wolf and her race

Ok last post for today im going surfing in about an hour have stuff I got to do it will be in dot point

what i know about Wolf

1. favourite colour is purple
2. she is very quick witted
3. she is very goofy
4. loves her family/pack
5. can be overly protective
6. hates that I do stupid stuff
7. hates seeing me or Anna hurt in anyway
8. very loyal
9. kinda crazy
10. loves art be it TV, paintings, music, games well anything we would call creative
11. she is very wise
12. always does what’s best
13. a little wild
14. a little wild in bed
15. favourite genre of music is classical
16. favourite genre of movies and TV shows is comedy and drama
17. her people consider her as a healer of sorts
18. she is second youngest in her pack
19. she is most powerful of her siblings
20. her father and mother most powerful and Wolf always ask them for wisdom
21. very caring and kind being
22. very tough
23. she is a little fire cracker and does not take shit
24. loves to explore and can’t wait to explore the worlds with me and Anna
25. wants kids
26. loves nature well yeah being a nature spirit
27. hates being classified
28. great teacher
29. very energetic
30. very loving

now her race

1. they have a leadership system a representative of the packs to other factions
2. they are hard to gain trust of
3. once you get there trust they are loyal
4. kinda recluses
5. once guided humans
6. very protective of each other no matter what faction you are
7. don’t trust humans anymore but its changing
8. do like to explore
9. rarely seen by other races exceptions do exist
10.  very peaceful
11. Powerful
12. They have elders that are used to guide packs or factions

13 there young once or puppies in their eyes are heavily protected by the pack and other packs if need be

That’s some of the stuff I learned and I thought you all should get to know Wolf and her people  surfing time

Have a good one