Ok I think im ok I’ve just decided to ignore the voice I kept hearing in my room I’ve got other shit to deal with t the moment like healing my knee and school in two weeks since holidays started today
I just won’t have the time for that shit if it healed me I do thank it and I think it might of chased off the dark entity but im guard is still up im still working on being spiritually stronger in case it returns
So yeah today it was kind of funny some priest guy said bless you brother and I didn’t sneeze so I thought lol im not blessed by you got I wish I said that I’ve never been blessed by anything I was a tip rat lived in shitty neighbourhood yeah I got out but I’ll always be that person no one not even their god can take that away from me
But living in a shitty neighborhood gave me a very important lesson take your chances and fight just to feed and take all opportunity’s no matter the cost and that’s why im chasing my dream for me to get a PhD in the future and to study the paranormal and no one will stop me now
When someone says their blessed by a god or a spirit or some higher power I think it’s great but I think some people need it I don’t ill fight for what I want and I don’t care who gets in my way god could end my life but I’ll try to find a way to return just to say fuck you
I remember someone saying that I feel like god has left me and I simply said you don’t need a blessing from a higher power make your own path and I live by that and that person dose too and that person is well off and is living life the way that he wanted to just like me
NEVER GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS EVER
So yeah my thoughts on things
Have a good one